Is anyone out there?

Is anybody out there reading my blog?
I know I have 9 followers. But I just don't feel like people read my stuff. I don't know why I have a blog if I feel like nobody is even reading it.
I'm writing this post to see if anybody reads my posts. If you are a follower who reads all my posts, I thank you. I don't know why you read it. It's not very interesting. But I like that people read about my cracked up life. It gives me a special feeling inside.
Also, Nobody comments my posts. If you could, please comment this post, letting me know that you do read my stuff.
Please and thank you(:

A bunch of crap.

This is a blog with a bunch of random updates.

First of all. I enjoy Silly bands.

I am officially a Sophomore. I had my first Marching band event of my Sophomore year on Sunday and it made me realize that I'm now a Sophomore. And Kevin is now a Junior. (Old hag). Anyways.... I had to do a Parade. I am fat. I couldn't keep up with the pressure because I have sat in the nice cold air conditioning all summer and I have not gotten up from the computer at all. Maybe once to go to the library. But that's it. And I've had my Summer reading book for a month and I haven't even read 30 pages of it yet. I now realize that it's almost August. I'm really not ready to be a Sophomore. Guess I have to first. I have to make up all those classes that I failed and I should really try hard this time. Also, Band camp is all next week Monday-Friday 8am-5pm. I am dreading it. It's gonna be really hot.

A word from Kevin- "Scratchin' my junk!"

Lately I've been having Problems with my Tonsils but I think I'll still keep them.

Okay, So I went to Kevin's on Saturday. It was really fun. We had our "Fun" and then we played Roller Coaster Tycoon, And Rock Band. Then we watched Paranormal Activity. Scariest movie I've ever seen. It was really good but it was really scary. If you've ever seen it you'll know that you can't sleep right after you see it. I really wanna see Paranormal Activity 2 With Kevin but he said he won't go with me. Its just that scary. Great movie though. The Friday before the Saturday My parents invited Kevin to go to the movies with us. We went and seen The Sorcerers Apprentice. It was pretty good. Though I was a little distracted, if you know what I mean.

Back to the subject of band. I have no friends at all in band. Whitley joined Color Guard. I see no point what so ever in Color Guard. It's just a bunch of cheerleaders for the band. And I do not think that the band should have cheerleaders cause cheerleaders are whores.

My Beliefs.

I am Atheist. There is no god, nor Heaven, Nor Hell. There is no Angels, nor Devils. Though I do believe in reincarnation. I believe that we make mistakes in our lives to prepare ourselves for our next lives so we can fix them and try and take the right path. I do believe that we all have had past lives, though we do not remember it. I believe that our spirits wait in a long line to be reborn into new living creatures. I also believe that we each have our own Guardian Spirits guiding us through our lives. Sort of like our conscience.

I realized that I want to be a waitress when I get older. Why does that sound so weird? I don't want to be some big important person but for some reason a waitress just sounds good.

I need a job. I need money. I want to find a job. But nobody hires at 15.

I am now level 77 on Runescape. It makes me happy.

I need to start my period. Like right now.

Now for your own amusement....

That's right. Masturbate to that picture.

First Date.

I had my very first date on Saturday with Kevin. I didn't let him know anything about it. It was a complete surprise. The Tuesday before the date I had asked my mom if she could take us somewhere for a date. She said yeah. So the Wednesday I went to the mall and bought a dress. A white dress. I don't know why I got a white dress but it was cute. Saturday we went back to the mall and I got a hair thing, undies, and shoes for my date. I then told Kevin to be ready by 5:00. Everybody knew about the date but him. His mom, probably his dad, my whole family, my friends, Kevin's besy friend Shawn. Anyways, I got ready to leave as soon as we got back from the mall. I guess I looked cute when it was all said and done. Then my dad and I went to go get Kevin. There he was, outside, dressed all nice. He was stunning(: He told me I looked beautiful. I attempted to blindfold him but it kept coming off. Then when we got close to the place I held my hands over his eyes. We then got out at Crackle Barrel which is my favorite restraunt. My dad dropped us off and left.They had good food. I enjoyed it. After that we went over to the movies. He's a Twilight boy so I thought I would take him to go see Eclipse. So we get there a little earlier than I expected. We get in there and we're cuddling and stuff. All of a sudden, Amber and her sister (my best friend) Shows up out of nowhere and sits in the seats behind us. They start talking extremely loud. I'm sorry for that Kevin. I should've never told her my plans for our date. But anyways, At least they quieted down when the movie started. Kevin and I talked alot during the movie. I liked it(: After the movie, Amber, Amanda, Kevin and I all walked over to Target. We walked on the street too. I was in a dress. We walked through target for a while. Then Kenny, Amber's step dad, came and got them. Kevin and I stood there for a minute and then Kevin's mom drove up and picked us up. We drove to their house but I only had maybe 5 minutes before Robin got there. That was the end of our date. The next day I went to a party with Kevin and his family. It was fun. Even if me and him just sat in the car the whole time pleasuring each other. Haha! Well good luck with those nightmares. I'll blog again whenever.

Edward Gorey Pictures.

Edward Gorey makes really good pictures. I really like his Alphabet pictures. I thought I would put them up on my blog to show people how great he is is(:

Florida.

Hello blogging world.

Last saturday I left to go to Orlando, Florida. The trip was fine, I guess. I got back 2 days ago, on Saturday. The trip was going just fine.... Until Wednesday came and my phone ran out of minutes. Of course, I have cincinnati bell, and there is absolutely no place to buy a phone card in Florida. That sucked. I had no way to contact Kevin for the rest of the week. Every now and then Robin would be nice and let me use her phone to text Kevin for a little bit. I was miserable the rest of the week. Wednesday was the day we went to Universal Studios. I couldn't text at all. My birthday was friday. I'm officially 15 now. My life is flashing before my eyes. On the brightside, since it was my birthday, I now actually have money and can buy stuff. I'm going to see if my mom or dad can take me and Kevin somewhere on Saturday. Speaking of Kevin, I'm extremely happy to say that I am no longer grounded from Kevin. I have been since summer started. Now I am not and I can see him bunches. I guess my rain of sadness is finally turning into some sunshine. Or this could just be the phase of the shiney rainbow, untill the rainbow dissappears and we're left with the miserable sun. I don't even know what I'm saying. On my Birthday, we went to the outlet mall. I found a really cute little emo dress. It's really short but its really cute. I wore it to Kevin's house yesterday. I think he liked it ;) I also got a black Tremble clef necklace and an adorble pet cactus. I'm trying to think of a name for it. I have this lemon/apple tree named Frufru. While we were in Florida we went to the World's Largest Mcdonalds. That was chaotic. When I went to Kevin's yesterday we watched home videos from when he was really little. I watched his birthing video too. He was so cute!!! And he still is(: Anyways.... That's all I have to say for this blog, here's some pictures.