And the tacos will kill us all.

Not really. Tacos won't kill us all. Maybe giant flying worms like I predicted in sixth grade. Or 2012. Yeah that should kill us. Maybe even the zombie apocalypse. We'll see.



Anyways, Thursday was our 6 months. We've been together for over 6 months now :D But once I got home it was a bad day for me. I ended up getting grounded for probably another month instead of getting ungrounded this Saturday. It doesn't really bother me any. Since I've been grounded since July. Nothing new there. I was also grounded the whole month of June and a little bit of May. Being grounded is basically my life now. I'm used to it. Cell phone's and house phone's are overrated anyways. And going places. Not really but still. I would love to go over to Kevin's but that won't be happening any time soon. I see him in school though so that fine with me. Plus we get to spend Friday nights together at the football game. I worked at the Pumpkin Run yesterday. I love it. It's so much fun working at it. I hope I can work at it again today. It was also fun because Kevin was there. But he couldn't find me for 3 hours. Well, we can blame in on his blond hair. Today I am going to the eye doctor's and see about getting some glasses. Oh! or maybe some bright red contacts that make me look possessed. That would be amazing. But really, anything that will help me see and read better.



Onto a different subject now.
I'm most likely going to the Pumpkin run soon. I hope I get to work something fun. I get to see Kevin and I get to meet Colton. Well I need to be getting ready to leave. I'll blog with my thoughts tomorrow. I had planned to write them on this post but I just don't have enough time.

Picture requests provided by Whitley. Blame her for there being 23.

How the hell did I get this bruise?

Oh, that's right, I have a vampire as a boyfriend.

One of my friends asked me yesterday, "Why does love have to be so damn difficult?" We had a girl crisis to solve.

Life is a bitch. We all know it. And Love just happens to be best friends with life, making love another bitch. Love is hard but it's one of the things we live off of. It love isn't difficult, then what's the point in it? As humans, we go after things that are difficult and we go after challenges. If love isn't difficult, then it isn't interesting. Life and love both being bitches just seems to make living a lot more interesting. I mean, if nothing is interesting, then nothing is fun. So all we can do is give it our all and have fun. If you're like me, and have the power to train yourself to like a person, or train yourself to not like the person you like then it's pretty great. Unless you meet that one person like Kevin who just comes by and take your heart and there is no point in trying to not like him when you're just so in love with him that it's as if you're blind to everything but that boy. Isn't love great? Our 6 month is in 2 days. Six months. Why does that seem like such a long time? I know it's not but it just makes me happy when people ask how long we've been together and I say 6 months and they're like Wow! I would have never thought you two would have lasted this long. Then I'm supposed to be all like haha yeah, Fuck you and your terrible love life, and least I got somebody to love and somebody who treats me like a princess. Of course that's only what my mean thoughts are saying. I happy thoughts are well, usually always of Kevin. Cause he's what makes me the most happiest girl ever.

Is it just me or does this blog make absolutely no sense at all? New subject. Hey, here's a random thought. Have you ever said the word happiness slowly? try it right now. It's like Ha-penis. Great right?

So apparently I'm 25. Whitley got me knocked up when I was 14. Of course Whitley is pretty white, and I'm white as hell, and when I was 15 I had our Greek baby named Alex. He is 10. They grow up so fast.

Okay, Kevin told me to do De-motivational pictures on my next blog. So here you go.
Sadly I couldn't find very many. They aren't even funny to me.

I'm not a people person.

I'm not good with communicating with others.

I'm a very up-beat happy person, but I just can't seem to make alot of friends. It's like there's this force field around me warning people not to talk to me. I know I'm strange but that doesn't mean I have a disease and you shouldn't talk to me. I'm sure we could get along. We probably have alot more in common than we would think.

I hate that sinking feeling in my heart when I look at the people in marching band and how everyone has their groups that every body's in... except me. I love being in Marching Band. But I hate that not alot of people bother to make conversation with me in it. I mean, before Kevin had joined Band I was always alone. I just wish I could go up to the people in band and talk to them. I wish I could make friends with them. I just get so nervous in band cause I'm not really friends with many people in it and everyone else is besties with each other. I'm terrible at making friends. I have no problem at all with talking to strangers, but when its people I actually know, I just get tongue twisted and I never talk to them. If I don't talk to you, it's not because I hate you. It's just because I'm afraid.

In other words, I only have 2 more weeks before I'm ungrounded. My dad a couple weeks ago that I could get ungrounded 2 weeks early, which would be now. You know, to be honest, I could care less if I get ungrounded now, or in 2 weeks. I've been grounded since July. I was grounded the whole month of June. I'm used to being grounded. So a few more weeks won't hurt me a bit. I'm living in the moment, and making the most of this. Optimism is my thing.

Also, I'll be getting glasses soon. I need them badly too. Reading is getting really hard for me.

I went to the doctors Friday. I'll be getting surgery on my Ganglion Cyst December 15th at Christ hospital.

Can you guess what my subject was this time?

One of those people.

We all know those types of people... The ones who just love to try to make our lives hell. We all know the type. Rude to everyone. They speak alot of crap about you. Stupid insults. They usually have at least one person on their side who laughs at the crap they say even if it's nothing but a load of crap. Of course that person acts completely different when they're not with the person. If you wanna go old school, we could call them bully's. Me, on the other hand, calls them immature pussy's. Let's see, we're in high school now. Isn't it time to grow up yet? Well of course the girl that just loves to insult me is in 8th grade. I'm in 10th. You think I'll really get scared by an 8th grader? Yeah right!People who like to crush people emotionally are just wimps. They won't bother to do anything physical with you because they know you could really hurt them. So they go around physical damage and they cut to your feelings. I like to just ignore them. Usually if you say something back they'll know that they got to you and it will make them feel good about themselves. That's usually the only reason they make fun of people anyways, to make them feel good about themselves. But if you don't let them know that it hurts and just ignore them then they will eventually just shut up cause they know that you're invincible.

My story:

Okay so last year I got moved to a different bus. Of course I didn't like it because I was on my other bus since I was in second grade and I was used to it and all of the people on it. I also didn't have Robin on my bus starting last year so I didn't have anybody to stand up for me when people said stuff about me. So on this new bus I only knew like 3 people on it. Jimmy, who rarely ever talks to me. Chrissy who is one of my friends this year, not much last year. And Aaron who was basically my best friend last year. Of course Amber, Aaron and I were best Friends in eighth grade so since Amber moved in with her mom and step dad me and Aaron were best friends. There was also the fact that I liked Aaron for practically 2 years. So of course I was close to Aaron. So on this new bus, there was basically nobody I knew on it. At about the middle of 9th grade I gave up on Aaron so I tried to keep my distance from him. I got my hair cut in an emo fashion and I started wearing Gothic and emo clothes and dark make up. That's when the people on my bus started to hate me. They call me a freak. Which I do take as a compliment cause it's my goal to be a freak. I love to be different. They insult my clothes, makeup, eyes, my hair, my stuff I wear in my hair, my face, and a bunch of other crap. Well I shouldn't really say they, more of her. Her name is rhandi. She's not important enough to be capitalized. She is the most immature bitch you will ever meet. She doesn't like anybody but Riley. She makes fun of almost every single person on our bus. I'm her favorite. I'd say she says something rude and completely useless to me at least 20 times a day. Not kidding. Riley laughs about everything, but when rhandi isn't looking or isn't around, she is nice to me. She's not so bad. rhandi Sometimes gets other people to insult me too. Like Schmurr and Justin. I sit with Aaron on the bus almost everyday and he sticks up for me. He makes me laugh on the bus which is good. Keeps me from murdering her. The best part is, is that rhandi likes Aaron and she's jealous cause he pays more attention to me than he does her. Yup. The boy she likes is best friends with her mortal enemy, the freak. Great, right? Well when she insults me is usually just stare out the window and when she talks directly to me I completely ignore her very existence. Why should I acknowledge the existence of an immature little bitch? She's dead to me. She's weak and spineless. You think you can hurt my emotions? You think you can make me cry? Think again. Every time you insult me it just lets me know that I'm that much better than you. I'm stronger then you. I'm tougher then you. I could kill you if I wanted to. But I'm the better person. Your weak insults make me laugh. Get ready for High school. I'll make your life hell. I'll show you who really wins in this war.

My new plan:

I said above about how I used to ignore everybody and stare out the window without any emotions, correct? Well I have a new plan. Whenever something rude is said to me or about me, I'll smile. The more they they to hurt me, the bigger my smile gets. Not an evil smile, or a fake smile. A real 'haha' smile. Like the kind you would give your friends. I won't look directly at them but I'll let them know how much I really don't care with my smile. I have a damn cute smile if I so say so myself. Weak, spineless, insensitive people.

Now I'll give you my advice and/or opinions about life using quotations from people and songs.

"I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen"

Have confidence in yourself. It's not that hard to believe in yourself. It's not that hard to tell yourself that you look pretty every once in a while. Admit it. You're not that bad of a person. Believe in yourself. Have confidence. Be courageous. It's okay to be a little conceited, or as Amber calls it, 'conviced'.

"So far away, I wish you were here, Before it's too late this could all dissapear"

Seize the day. Live life in the moment. You gotta grab reality and take it for a ride. You don't always have to obey the rules. You gotta take risks and be happy. Take chances. Some only come around once in a lifetime and if you don't take a chance you might miss out on the great opportunity's life has to give. Have some courage. Grow some balls. Get rid of any feelings of embarrassment because life is short. You gotta live it while you still can. Have fun with it.

"Keeep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through. Just stay strong, Cause you know I'm here for you."

Life's a major bitch. But we all have to go through it. The most you can do is give it your all on those rough days and just tough it out. I expect you to give a 120% best. Even if you're having a bad day. We all have bad days. Just get through them. Tomorrow's a brand new day.

"Too bad I'm not sad, It's casting over, It's just one of those things you'll have to get over it"

People say some pretty mean things. People do some pretty mean things. But it's never good to hold a grudge. Eventually you will snap and most likely go crazy. High school teaches alot. Including that sometimes it's just best if you get over it.

"I'm not wearing any makeup, won't hide who I am, I'll be who I am. I'm just being honest with myself again"

You don't have to wear makeup. You don't need that stuff to look pretty. Of course I wear alot of black eye shadow but don't be like me. Don't hide behind a mask of secrets and lies. Just be yourself.

"Who knows what could happen, Do what you do just keep on laughing" A new day means new chances. Anything can happen and anything is possible. It's a new day so try to do your best. Try hard. And everybody looks better when they have a smile on their face. Why not embrace it? Smile, It could make your day worth wild.

"One things true, tomorrow's a brand new day This is very true. If you have a bad day today, there's no reason to be upset about it tomorrow. Tomorrow could be so much better for you. So just get through today and start fresh tomorrow.

"I'm gonna live life today like it's my last day"

Not to make you scared, but it is true that death could come at any second. Any second your life could end. And wouldif you did die today, would you be happy with yourself? Create a person who will make yourself happy. Don't listen to anybody else. You are beautiful. You need to live your life to the fullest so that you can get the most out of life. Be optimistic. Live everyday like it will be your last. Make everyday great. No regrets.

"I'm gonna live my live, I can't ever run and hide, I won't compromise cause I'll never know"

Live your own life. Hell, even live by your own rules. It's your life and only you can live it. You can't run away from live. Take charge. You have the power to be your own person. Take that advantage.

"You don't always have to do everything right, Stand up for yourself and put up a fight"

Don't be like me, if somebody says something about you stand up for yourself. Say something back. If they get physical, you have every right to get physical back. They throw something at you? You throw something back and hit them in their face! Make them know that you're stronger then them. Don't back down and don't hide.

That's enough of that. You get my point. Just be couragious and confident and be yourself. Live life to the fullest. Don't be afriad. Don't hide. Life is nothing to be afraid of.

I was told to do sharks as this post's pictures.

I Hate Parties.

I realized something today. I hate parties. That could just be that I've never been to a just because party. I've only been to lame birthday parties. Nobody likes me enough to invite me to parties. I also don't like to keep my friends too close. I have 2 really great close friends. Amber and Kevin. Kevin I tell anything and everything to. Amber knows me better then my other friends, besides Kevin, And I can tell her alot. But I mean, I look through people's pictures on Facebook of somebody's party and I see all the people who were there. I think it's funny how I'm closer to that person then half the people there and yet I hadn't even heard of the party. Thus, is why I hate parties. Wow. What would you do if you randomly got a text from somebody that said "I don't want anyone else, When I think of you I touch myself"? I just got that message from Kevin. Of course, I've been grounded for the past two months and I can't text him back but I immediately called him to ask 'What the hell?' Then he peed off the roof of Tyler's house. Lovely. Ah, The cold months are arriving. I'm kinda happy about it too. I'd rather be cold then hot. If you're hot, it's miserable. If it's cold you can simply cuddle with somebody for warmth, and luckily, I'll be ungrounded in a few weeks. Lots of cuddling for Karen. I'll also enjoy around Halloween. I enjoy going out for candy even though I'm 15. This year having Kevin go with me. It's ironic how our 7 months is on Halloween. Yay! I love him so much! Today Robin got back from Tennessee and brought me back Taffy. It's good. This Time I decided to choose Tattoo Pictures.

I'm also liking the art of Scarification. (May be disturbing to some)

What does a Teradactyl sound like?

Well mine sounds like WRARRRRRRRAARARRRaaarrrrrreRRRRREEEAAAAA!!!!!

This is going to be a short post, for I need some sleep. I have a long day tomorrow. I have to get up early and go to school and learn crap that I will never need in the future. Then I have to go home and get ready for the game tonight. I believe it is going to suck. Today we learned 2 new dances for the somewhat new routines tomorrow. One for 'Tear the roof off that sucker' and one for 'My First Kiss' The roof one is turning out nicely. the 3OH!3 one... not so much. I actually hurt my cyst wrist really bas today going down to the butt bump part of the dance. It hurt. I cried. I have to get it removed. They're going to put me asleep to do it and Kevin will be there the whole time (which does make me feel better). The Symbol friends are getting alot better. They sound goodish now. I hate how our band copies alot of our crap from Ohio University Band. Ain't that like plagiarism or something. We are not OU. We will never be OU. We are the CNE Marching Rockets so let's start acting like an original band, shall we? How are me and Kevin you ask? Why bother asking? We are amazing as always. I started watching an Anime called Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama. Good so far. Amber's homecoming turned out to be the same night as my homecoming. So her and her new boyfriend Zack Is gonna ditch their homecoming and is going to ours. I love Amber and I miss her. Haven't seen her in a while.

"Congratulations, Porn has wiped out Mankind"

"Penetrate the enemy!"

"Hun. You are the most amazing girlfriend in the universe. I don't mind that you get mad at me and upset with me. Cause most of the time it's my fault lol. You make me the happiest I've ever been. I'm glad I have you in my life cause if I didn't my life would suck. As long as we have each other we can make it through anything. I wouldn't call you a princess cause that's not good enough. You are my queen and I love you so much with all my heart and soul and everything that makes me up! <3"

I've had a habit of repeating the word Penis for the past few days. I'm going to try and go all day tomorrow without saying it.

Well it is 11:04 and Some people around here need sleep so I'm out.

Rawr.

Let's see here... Sorry I haven't blogged since ever. I like to have long posts and it takes a while to gather information for my blogs. First off, Kevin joined band. He's so damn cute on the symbols. I like seeing him bang things, I guess :P He's adorable in his Marching Band uniform. Last Saturday We went to Ohio State University for Band day. The bus ride there was amazing. Nuff said. OU is amazing. They make my jaw drop. In other news, I finally started my period. It's only been 3 months. That can't be healthy. Maybe it'll go back on track from here. I've been having insane cramps. Right now I am currently putting nail polish on a piece of paper. I feel high. I have to do that because I have my Homecoming dress and Kevin and I are going to match. I'm on round two of Chibi Vampire. Best Manga ever. I'm on book 6 right now. I'm also having Kevin read it 'cause it's just that great. He likes it so far. Last year CNE lost every football game but 2. So far this year, we've had 2 games and we've won both. We're undefeated. Tomorrow we are playing Batavia at Batavia. Ugh. Other people's fields. I hate playing on them. Unless it's Turf. I love turf. Remember my pictures from my photo shoot? Well I wore that outfit 3 days ago. I also did my makeup in a spider web. It looked amazing and just like the picture below. All except the dots in the web. That looked weird. I think you can tell which one the Spider Web is.

Hell, I'd say mine looked even better than the picture. I got in trouble for it at lunch and had to get it off. But I got so many compliments on it while it was on. It was great. Damn you, Mr. Early. But I will be doing the Web again later. Maybe some of the other designs.

There is either a Coyote or a Wolf that lives behind our house. We've seen it. It's too big to be a Fox, but the Official people said it sounds more like a wolf than a coyote. It has ate 8 of the neighbors chickens, 4 of their Ducks, and 4 of their cats. The agency people said that they can't do anything about it. They said if it is a fox we can shoot it ourselves. But until it's dead Kitty Kitty has to stay inside. She is annoying. She meows every 4 seconds wanting out. But she does have a cute meow so I don't mind it.

We got me a brace for my wrist the other day. I like it, but it's starting to smell. It does help my wrist alot though.

I should be ungrounded it 2 weeks. Me and Kevin's 6 months is on the 30th. I've been asking around to see what I'm supposed to do for the six months. I'm stressing out.

I'm not failing any classes yet. Give me a round of applause.

I have a huge bite mark on my Neck. I swear, he's a vampire.

I was sleeping today in the car after I got off of band practice, and when I woke up I had thought off a cute, but perverted saying. You're like a shower, You get me wet when I turn you on. Cute right? Well I came up with it.

Ohhhh, Penis's.

Ha, Now I wanna watch DesandNate. To Youtube! Welp, I need a shower.

Pictures of the week: