Rawr.

Let's see here... Sorry I haven't blogged since ever. I like to have long posts and it takes a while to gather information for my blogs. First off, Kevin joined band. He's so damn cute on the symbols. I like seeing him bang things, I guess :P He's adorable in his Marching Band uniform. Last Saturday We went to Ohio State University for Band day. The bus ride there was amazing. Nuff said. OU is amazing. They make my jaw drop. In other news, I finally started my period. It's only been 3 months. That can't be healthy. Maybe it'll go back on track from here. I've been having insane cramps. Right now I am currently putting nail polish on a piece of paper. I feel high. I have to do that because I have my Homecoming dress and Kevin and I are going to match. I'm on round two of Chibi Vampire. Best Manga ever. I'm on book 6 right now. I'm also having Kevin read it 'cause it's just that great. He likes it so far. Last year CNE lost every football game but 2. So far this year, we've had 2 games and we've won both. We're undefeated. Tomorrow we are playing Batavia at Batavia. Ugh. Other people's fields. I hate playing on them. Unless it's Turf. I love turf. Remember my pictures from my photo shoot? Well I wore that outfit 3 days ago. I also did my makeup in a spider web. It looked amazing and just like the picture below. All except the dots in the web. That looked weird. I think you can tell which one the Spider Web is.

Hell, I'd say mine looked even better than the picture. I got in trouble for it at lunch and had to get it off. But I got so many compliments on it while it was on. It was great. Damn you, Mr. Early. But I will be doing the Web again later. Maybe some of the other designs.

There is either a Coyote or a Wolf that lives behind our house. We've seen it. It's too big to be a Fox, but the Official people said it sounds more like a wolf than a coyote. It has ate 8 of the neighbors chickens, 4 of their Ducks, and 4 of their cats. The agency people said that they can't do anything about it. They said if it is a fox we can shoot it ourselves. But until it's dead Kitty Kitty has to stay inside. She is annoying. She meows every 4 seconds wanting out. But she does have a cute meow so I don't mind it.

We got me a brace for my wrist the other day. I like it, but it's starting to smell. It does help my wrist alot though.

I should be ungrounded it 2 weeks. Me and Kevin's 6 months is on the 30th. I've been asking around to see what I'm supposed to do for the six months. I'm stressing out.

I'm not failing any classes yet. Give me a round of applause.

I have a huge bite mark on my Neck. I swear, he's a vampire.

I was sleeping today in the car after I got off of band practice, and when I woke up I had thought off a cute, but perverted saying. You're like a shower, You get me wet when I turn you on. Cute right? Well I came up with it.

Ohhhh, Penis's.

Ha, Now I wanna watch DesandNate. To Youtube! Welp, I need a shower.

Pictures of the week:

First day of School.

Today's Weather: Sunny with a chance of Bullshit. I hate the new principal. He changed the new lunch schedule. Now instead of it being 50 minutes long, it is now 30. We used to be able to go anywhere in the school during lunch. Now we have to stay in the cafeteria. The worst part is, Freshmen and sophomores eat together, and Juniors and Seniors eat together. I'm a sophomore. Kevin is a Junior. I don't get to see him at lunch anymore. Today was terrible. Until band. Kevin got his schedule changed, and now he is in Marching Band! It made me soooo happy! I can now stare at him all class period ;) This is the first time I get to be in a class with him. He's on Symbols. :D I'll hang out with him on Thursdays after school, On Friday's at football games, and this Saturday is OU Band day. You know what that means, don't you? We have to be at the school at 9 am. We won't get back until at midnight. All day! It's also a 3 hour bus ride there and back on Croswell buses. We're gonna sit together. And on the way home when it's all nice and dark we're gonna make out on the bus! Hell yeah! He looks so cute on the Symbols. They go great with his hair ^_^ I'm so happy he joined. Now I won't be lonely. He's by my side. The rest of my day sucked. We all know how the first day of school is. You find your classes, feel awkward as hell walking in, sit down, and listen to your teacher tell you rules for an hour. They pass out papers you have to get signed and then you pretend to listen to them talk about themselves. Pretty self explanatory. I sat with the usual group. Aaron, Mariah, Michaela and Crystal. I'll probably be besties with them again this year. I made a new friend! His name is Alakos (Al-A-koos). His last name is forgettable. He's from Greece! But his English name is Alex. But I hate that name. So I'll call him Alakos :P I had a bad hair day today. I couldn't cut my bangs worth crap and they would straighten. Plus my hair started curling after an hour. Maybe tomorrow will be better? Let's hope so. Well I gotta go burn crap. See ya.

Photo shoot.

So every once in a while I take my tripod and my camera and I get all dressed up and stuff and I take pictures of myself. Just for show of course. I'm not that pretty but I like taking pictures of myself. Conceited? Ehh not really. Kevin is way more beautiful(: Anyways, A couple posts ago I wrote that I got Black skinny jeans and a black sparkly tutu to go with them. Well a couple days ago we went to the mall. I got purple and black knee high socks, fish nets, and an Escape The Fate T shirt from Hot Topic. It has a cute demon girl on it. Anyways, The good pictures I kept from my photo shoot will be at the end of this post. Tell me whatcha think :D So.... School starts in a week. I am a Sophomore. I actually have prom this year, since Kevin is a junior. I'm excited about school. I haven't got much clothes, but since I'm grounded, I can't see Kevin. So I'm pumped that starting on Tuesday I get to see him every day! Ahh, there's nothing like the true bliss of love. I realized today, My dad said I'm gonna be driving in a year. I've decided to get my temps when I'm 16. Then I'll get my license around 16 1/2 to 17. Also, I told my dad today that he is a horrible person. That made me feel good. I went to the library today. I got my summer reading book on DVD, The Secret Life Of Bees. It was a pretty good movie. There was violence and deaths and suicides and love. It was great. I also got book one of Fruits Basket, Even though I already seen the anime of it, might as well read it. Book one of W Juliet. Book one of Phantom Dream.Book one of Me & My Brothers. And a book with actual words. Weird right? I'm into Manga but I stumbled upon this book in the Manga part of the library. It's called Gifted and there is more than one book to it. I figure I'll start reading it tomorrow. I love books. It's like an escape from the chaos of this world. Well anyways, I have to go do some Pest Controlling on Runescape. Here's my pictures! ^_^

Family.

We all have people in our family that we just can not stand. Like out of my immediate family, My second cousic Elana. I hate that name so much. I also have a thing against red heads because the ones I know are all stuck up, full of it, and snobby. Well Elana is a spoiled little brat. Her mom buys her everything she wants because she's an only child. She goes to concerts every week for Hannah Montana and the Jonas brothers. Not that I envy that because I hate Miley Cyrus and the Jonas brothers with a passion. Elana is only 7 and I hate her so much. Then there is family that you're best friends with. Such as one of my second cousins, Mykayla. She is 14. She is one of my black cousins. She's really nice. We're about the same age so we talk about guys alot. We talk about cute boys and our boyfriends. Like, she is one of my only friends that actually asks alot about me and Kevin and how's it going with us and stuff like that. She actually like having me talk about him. Though I do the same with her. lol. Her brother is a total bitch though.Then there is cousins that love us. (not in a creepy incest way though) Like two of my second cousins, Stone and Levi. They're 10 year old twins. Levi hates me but Stone loves me. Stone loves my massages though. He always has me give him one. So I always carry lotion with me just for that reason. lol. Story short, We have to learn to live with them. No matter how much you wish they would get hit by a train. You have to learn to just zone out when they're talking to you and just learn to ignore them. We can't choose our family. I've never ever told my parents I love them. Cause I'm not gonna tell somebody I love them when I really don't. I'll probably regret it when I'm older but I don't really care. I'll learn from their mistakes and I'll become a better parent then they are. I'll make sure I'm a good parent so my kids love me.
Today I have band practice. First time I've seen Kevin in a week. I can only see him in public because I"m grounded. I get to see the person I love most. I also get kisses :D
Well I'm out. Peace yo.
Ha that doesn't sound good coming from a chick with dark makeup and emo hair.

Friday the 13th.

My Friday the 13th wasn't too bad actually.

I got up, and my dad took me clothes shopping. I got 3 tops and a black Owl necklace. Last year I was a mix between girly and emo. I don't want to be girly. This year I will wear goth and emo stuff. Occaisionally a color or two. Anyways, after that I had to go up to the University of Cincinnati. That's my sister's college. We were there about a half hour. Then we had to drive down Cincinnati through the really bad and violent part of it. My dad is highly racist. He's stupid. There is no difference between a black person and a white person other than the color of their skin.

Anyways, that's not the point. I go home, and when onto my blog to check it. 11 followers! That made me extremely happy. Thank you for all who has followed my blog. You make my day <3

I also went onto Runescape. That game has me hooked again. I then went out to eat at Penn Station. That place epicly suckes I hate it. I wanted to order a 5$ foot long. But oh wait! That's at Subway! Instead their foot longs are about 10$. 6 inches are 5$. Subway is alot better. The only thing that was good there was their fries. Afterwards we went to the movies and seen The Other Guys. It was alright. We went home and I went back onto Runescape and talked to Kevin for about an hour after everyone had went to sleep.

So that's pretty much how I spent my life on Friday the 13th. Pretty boring right? Well it wasn't that bad for me. Though it was bad for that baby rabitt I had to watch get hit while we were at a stop sign. Asshole. The guy didn't even try to slow down. He just kept going and speeding up. Could've dodged it. It was just a baby! It had so much to live for!

I wanna be a Vegan. Don't know what that is? An extreme Vegitarian. Along with not eating meat they also do not eat any food that has to do with animals such as Milk, Dairy products, and Eggs. I don't want to do it alone though so I want somebody close to me to do it with me. Such as Kevin but he won't cause he loves meat and milk and cheese and crap like that. I just feel so bad for the animals, ya know? They didn't do anything to deserve being killed by selfish humans to become their food. And with chickens. Oh look we're at a Chicken breeding farm. How wonderful! look at all the chickens sitting on their little eggs. Look! Those eggs are just hatched! Aww! How cute! 6 little baby chickens who will one day get beheaded, wrapped up in packaging, and shipped off to various stores and restraunts. Ain't that cute? Hey, somebody is picking up the mom of those 6 chicks. Hmm. She's being put on a metal table. Oh, they're probably gonna check to see if she's in shape and healthy. BANG! Well, there goes those chicks' mom. Soon, she'll get beheaded and cut up into many little pieces and served as popcorn chicken at KFC.

I want to be a vegan.

On another note, I had just gotten out of the shower and dressed cause I have to go with my parents to some stupid concert tonight.

Here are some thing I learned from Screamo:

1.The longer and louder the scream, the more hott it is. 2.If you can’t understand it, it is quality screamo. 3.One person in the band has 2 or more facial piercings. Always. 4.The lead singer, or the lead screamer (vocalist) is always the hottest in the band. 5.Tattoos. Lots of them. 6.Screamo Band members like to wear other band shirts. 7.If there is a girl in the band, she is always extremely beautiful. 8.Referred to as Devil’s music. 9.The guys in the band normally have extremely amazing hair. 10.The screamer can go minutes without breathing in between the verses. 11.The lyrics never have to make sense.

Random o.O

How is me and Kevin?

Why thank you for asking. We are completely wonderful as always. We never fight or argue. We're just a perfectly perfect couple. He always there for me and I try to always be there for him.

I am perfectly in love with the perfect guy.

Sweet, sensitive, loving, loyal, dark side, nice, caring, there for me, adorable, cute, nice to everyone and everything.

Too late girls, he's off the market. MINE!

Off that subject. I like to give you all a picture or two to make your day in my blogs. So here you go.

Sadly, this is all I could find.

Well.

Well I'm grounded again. I was grounded from the house phone, cell phone and computer. Then I layed in my bed and didn't eat for 3 days. So now I can at least get on the computer. Kevin and I are now mailing each other. It's snail mail but hey, it's some form of communication. I'm not gonna tell you why I'm grounded. Let's just say I'm a bad person. On the other hand. I'm still alive, right? Well I guess I didn't die from the solar flare. Anyways, I haven't seen my best friend since March 28th. Hmmm. That's the day I started talking to Kevin when me and Amber stalked his Facebook. Amber, ahh I sure miss you. Alot. Wait! I did see her. Last month. I haven't spent the night with her since March 28th. But I did see her. When see crashed my very first date. It was funny but I wanted the date to be very special. Not that it wasn't, But I wanted it to be just me and Kevin. It was really great to see Amber though. I went shopping for school cloth today. I think that they should make girl manikins fatter. Not like really fat but fatter. Like an average girl size. Not that skinny. Who's really that skinny nowadays anyways? I mean, the shirts and dresses look great on the manikins. So you go and try it on thinking that it will look just as great on you. What do ya know, It looks terrible. That's because most girls don't have the picture perfect body that the manikins have. We're not fake like they are. That just ticks me off. Today, I got black skinny jeans. And I got a really cute sparkly tutu to go over them. Perfect, right? I'll eventually put pictures up. I have had the hiccups twice today, including right now. I need a job. For one, I want to go on more dates. Two, I want to get stuff at Hot Topic. Three, I want to be a member on Runescape. And four, Just to have some money in my pockets. But I am 15. Not many places allow jobs at age 15. When I'm 16 I'm gonna be a waitress. Maybe somewhere where the shirts that they have to wear would make my boobs look amazing. Flaunt it. Eh. Getting yelled at. I'll blog later.

Solar Flare.

So if you have been watching the new today you would know that there is a thing called a Solar Flare headed towards the earth. The sun erupted early sunday creating many Solar Flares in space. A Solar Flare is like a meteor. It's headed towards the Earth. It is supposed to hit us by later tonight and tomorrow. It was said that it would hit many satalites and interfere with some communications. I'm usually a very optimistic person but this just happens to be one of my pessimistic moments. In my mind, I believe it will actually hit the earth, leading us all to a firey death.

So since I believe I'm going to die, this might be my last post.

I have band camp this week. Yesterday was terrible. My back is burnt because I didnt put sun block on my back. I couldn't play any of the songs. We did fundamentals for hours and hours. We were outside in the sun all day. Today was better. My back hurt, my thumb is cut from having to hold up my Clarinet with my thumb. My chect is burnt today leaving white lines from there I had on a necklace. I can now play Superstion, Apache, and most of September. I still need to learn to play Play that Funky Music, and Give up the Funk. We did learn one of the song rutines. I'm pretty good at it.

Well I'll blog again on Thursday, if I'm still alive that is.

Is anyone out there?

Is anybody out there reading my blog?
I know I have 9 followers. But I just don't feel like people read my stuff. I don't know why I have a blog if I feel like nobody is even reading it.
I'm writing this post to see if anybody reads my posts. If you are a follower who reads all my posts, I thank you. I don't know why you read it. It's not very interesting. But I like that people read about my cracked up life. It gives me a special feeling inside.
Also, Nobody comments my posts. If you could, please comment this post, letting me know that you do read my stuff.
Please and thank you(:

A bunch of crap.

This is a blog with a bunch of random updates.

First of all. I enjoy Silly bands.

I am officially a Sophomore. I had my first Marching band event of my Sophomore year on Sunday and it made me realize that I'm now a Sophomore. And Kevin is now a Junior. (Old hag). Anyways.... I had to do a Parade. I am fat. I couldn't keep up with the pressure because I have sat in the nice cold air conditioning all summer and I have not gotten up from the computer at all. Maybe once to go to the library. But that's it. And I've had my Summer reading book for a month and I haven't even read 30 pages of it yet. I now realize that it's almost August. I'm really not ready to be a Sophomore. Guess I have to first. I have to make up all those classes that I failed and I should really try hard this time. Also, Band camp is all next week Monday-Friday 8am-5pm. I am dreading it. It's gonna be really hot.

A word from Kevin- "Scratchin' my junk!"

Lately I've been having Problems with my Tonsils but I think I'll still keep them.

Okay, So I went to Kevin's on Saturday. It was really fun. We had our "Fun" and then we played Roller Coaster Tycoon, And Rock Band. Then we watched Paranormal Activity. Scariest movie I've ever seen. It was really good but it was really scary. If you've ever seen it you'll know that you can't sleep right after you see it. I really wanna see Paranormal Activity 2 With Kevin but he said he won't go with me. Its just that scary. Great movie though. The Friday before the Saturday My parents invited Kevin to go to the movies with us. We went and seen The Sorcerers Apprentice. It was pretty good. Though I was a little distracted, if you know what I mean.

Back to the subject of band. I have no friends at all in band. Whitley joined Color Guard. I see no point what so ever in Color Guard. It's just a bunch of cheerleaders for the band. And I do not think that the band should have cheerleaders cause cheerleaders are whores.

My Beliefs.

I am Atheist. There is no god, nor Heaven, Nor Hell. There is no Angels, nor Devils. Though I do believe in reincarnation. I believe that we make mistakes in our lives to prepare ourselves for our next lives so we can fix them and try and take the right path. I do believe that we all have had past lives, though we do not remember it. I believe that our spirits wait in a long line to be reborn into new living creatures. I also believe that we each have our own Guardian Spirits guiding us through our lives. Sort of like our conscience.

I realized that I want to be a waitress when I get older. Why does that sound so weird? I don't want to be some big important person but for some reason a waitress just sounds good.

I need a job. I need money. I want to find a job. But nobody hires at 15.

I am now level 77 on Runescape. It makes me happy.

I need to start my period. Like right now.

Now for your own amusement....

That's right. Masturbate to that picture.

First Date.

I had my very first date on Saturday with Kevin. I didn't let him know anything about it. It was a complete surprise. The Tuesday before the date I had asked my mom if she could take us somewhere for a date. She said yeah. So the Wednesday I went to the mall and bought a dress. A white dress. I don't know why I got a white dress but it was cute. Saturday we went back to the mall and I got a hair thing, undies, and shoes for my date. I then told Kevin to be ready by 5:00. Everybody knew about the date but him. His mom, probably his dad, my whole family, my friends, Kevin's besy friend Shawn. Anyways, I got ready to leave as soon as we got back from the mall. I guess I looked cute when it was all said and done. Then my dad and I went to go get Kevin. There he was, outside, dressed all nice. He was stunning(: He told me I looked beautiful. I attempted to blindfold him but it kept coming off. Then when we got close to the place I held my hands over his eyes. We then got out at Crackle Barrel which is my favorite restraunt. My dad dropped us off and left.They had good food. I enjoyed it. After that we went over to the movies. He's a Twilight boy so I thought I would take him to go see Eclipse. So we get there a little earlier than I expected. We get in there and we're cuddling and stuff. All of a sudden, Amber and her sister (my best friend) Shows up out of nowhere and sits in the seats behind us. They start talking extremely loud. I'm sorry for that Kevin. I should've never told her my plans for our date. But anyways, At least they quieted down when the movie started. Kevin and I talked alot during the movie. I liked it(: After the movie, Amber, Amanda, Kevin and I all walked over to Target. We walked on the street too. I was in a dress. We walked through target for a while. Then Kenny, Amber's step dad, came and got them. Kevin and I stood there for a minute and then Kevin's mom drove up and picked us up. We drove to their house but I only had maybe 5 minutes before Robin got there. That was the end of our date. The next day I went to a party with Kevin and his family. It was fun. Even if me and him just sat in the car the whole time pleasuring each other. Haha! Well good luck with those nightmares. I'll blog again whenever.

Edward Gorey Pictures.

Edward Gorey makes really good pictures. I really like his Alphabet pictures. I thought I would put them up on my blog to show people how great he is is(:

Florida.

Hello blogging world.

Last saturday I left to go to Orlando, Florida. The trip was fine, I guess. I got back 2 days ago, on Saturday. The trip was going just fine.... Until Wednesday came and my phone ran out of minutes. Of course, I have cincinnati bell, and there is absolutely no place to buy a phone card in Florida. That sucked. I had no way to contact Kevin for the rest of the week. Every now and then Robin would be nice and let me use her phone to text Kevin for a little bit. I was miserable the rest of the week. Wednesday was the day we went to Universal Studios. I couldn't text at all. My birthday was friday. I'm officially 15 now. My life is flashing before my eyes. On the brightside, since it was my birthday, I now actually have money and can buy stuff. I'm going to see if my mom or dad can take me and Kevin somewhere on Saturday. Speaking of Kevin, I'm extremely happy to say that I am no longer grounded from Kevin. I have been since summer started. Now I am not and I can see him bunches. I guess my rain of sadness is finally turning into some sunshine. Or this could just be the phase of the shiney rainbow, untill the rainbow dissappears and we're left with the miserable sun. I don't even know what I'm saying. On my Birthday, we went to the outlet mall. I found a really cute little emo dress. It's really short but its really cute. I wore it to Kevin's house yesterday. I think he liked it ;) I also got a black Tremble clef necklace and an adorble pet cactus. I'm trying to think of a name for it. I have this lemon/apple tree named Frufru. While we were in Florida we went to the World's Largest Mcdonalds. That was chaotic. When I went to Kevin's yesterday we watched home videos from when he was really little. I watched his birthing video too. He was so cute!!! And he still is(: Anyways.... That's all I have to say for this blog, here's some pictures.